the other day I was carrying on a conversation with a girl that I am at least mildly attracted to. The thing about girls is that, 85% of the time, they are only really interested in talking while in conversation. That is not to say that this is a Golden Rule, but, for the most part, a female just wants to talk and they want you to listen idly listen.

So while I was sitting there listening to this female acquaintance rabble on about something, I started to wonder what it would be like to be in a relationship with her. And all I could see was fighting. And arguing. And drama. And Bullshit. And woes among woes.

And this is not restricted to simply this girl. Every girl i think about now outside of a platonic context, all I image in a future full of bad times. I foresee the ways that she will probably get pissed off about all the little dumb things I do. I see her getting mad about me going on tour. I see us bitching about hating each others friends. Essentially, i don't ever envision any kind of pleasurable circumstance with a female in my future. ever.

And I suppose now that I have a realistic view of the future, all of life will be much more bearable